Jealous

Would you believe me if I told you am jealousJealous of the fact that you aren’t mine to holdThat my fingers itch to trace your shell of beautyFeeling every curve and twist to my hearts contentWarming me up with deep cravings only to realizeRealize that you aren’t mine. Would you care for me if IContinue

And yet…

Listen to what I preach and not what I do, are the words repeated to those who seek advice from him. It is a gift really, that a broken heart can be redirected to a path of healing by one that forgot how it felt to be whole. Used to viewing his own life throughContinue

A canvas

Hush now and listen… listen before it passes. Its the silence, how it´s bridging with the notes of the song. I always liked to listen to such great compositions of music and feel how the silence embraces each note. The thing about an instrumental piece is that you can just let go and let itContinue

Jesus Stood Still

The wind didn’t carry a merry tune for the Lord that day as He walked along that dusty road. A haven was not in sight, yet He marched on with the weight of the world on His shoulders. His disciples, who weren’t adept to the chaos that was soon to come, acted as a shieldContinue

In His Hands

He held it in His hands, a life shredded down with greed, lust and hatred. I could feel His eyes looking down on me with a warmth that spoke peace to the storm within. I felt every time the needle pierced in drawing all the scattered parts together. The pain ran deep into my bonesContinue

Truest Love

The truest love that I ever felt Felt I at its kindled core Did through each vein, in quickened start, The tide of being so poor.   See his coming is my hope each day His parting will be anguish pain; The reconciliation that did his steps delay That causes a groaning in each vein.Continue

Moving on

I fear the moments your memories will come to mind and the pain floods my heart again I fear the mornings when I am searching for something, crying out your name, only to be answered with silence I fear the moments that follow from now, knowing I will have to make others without you IContinue

Starting To Love You

Relationships in this world are full of toxins that suck on people’s hearts and drain their spirits. Its pollution level has created a global warming effect that has made people fear honesty. Hata ma “I love you” zimekuwa “how do you do”. Msee anakuambia I love you alafu kesho mnatengana na kutafuta replacement. Mimi nitakuambiaContinue

The Wait

My phone vibrated, and I couldn’t help but jump for it full of expectation. Disappointment sank deep within me when it wasn’t a text from you. If only you could hear my thoughts, I think you would text me. Flee from me you may try but not too far, I mean, have you met myContinue

FATHER FORGIVE ME

Forgive me father for I have sinned. My sins are many but to one I will confess it is little to the eye but holds a weight that caused my heart to sink sink so fast as seaweed from whence it rose my spirit cries out for relief towards you. My thoughts are many, myContinue