I was told nikuwe true to myself, to show my true colours
Encouraged to seek happiness in another realm of satisfaction
That had no a hundred percent guarantee on protection
Nikubali mavibes hapa na pale kutoka maboyz bila worry yoyote
The lies I accepted akilini, ndo niweze kusin.
Nikiangalia Baba’ngu sasa, I feel the weight shift of my heart
It is like those boxing belts have been strapped across my chest
An award for the radiant life that I have been living amongst “friends”
Well, I give a toast to all the ones who made me feel kama nimefika
Who wanted me na ukweli ni utamu ndo walitaka kwangu
Conceal don’t feel, don’t them know…
I told myself over and over, so I can believe it myself
Maybe the more I say it, my mind will accept it, eventually
This ain’t happening, you are just a teenager really
I looked into Dads eyes and I saw a reflection of my fear
I couldn’t keep it in, wahenga wajua nilijaribu kweli.
How do I tell him nilikuwa najaribu kuwa in style
That I was lead to trust trust to rip me to the current trend
Lakini it just ripped me to a future that I am to be a mother soon
That uwoga niko nayo has took control of my body and it,
Abortion I refused, but depression doesn’t understand that.